"Some People Get Off - OnThe Pain And Suffering Of Others"

In my life, I have been through to storms and rain and I know just because someone says that they love you with their mouths, doesn't mean their heart is in it; I found out later that their hearts was far from me. It might seem like an act of cruelty, but from pass experiences, I truly believe some people actually get a certain amount of pleasure from your pain; because you can hear  the enjoyment  in their voice in  a antagonistic kind of way and you can see the joys in their eyes, which lets you know  that this person isn't wrapped to tight.  These people or mentally sick and have no idea at all that you have a God on your side and what ever, they are doing to you they will reap themselves, one day. I went  through my share of heartaches,pain and disappointment, but I have seen others go through their share to, some worser  than me.  By you Knowing me, you know me;  and you know m y heart goes out to anyone that's hurting and suffering any kind of undo pain and I guess it's because God made me that way. I have much compassion for m y fellow man and I only want  them  to have joy prosperity and gladness of heart. 

I do know men have feelings too, and I know  they can; and do sometimes get hurt as well, but The women and children seem to be the ones that always get the brunt of the pain inflicted. My body has been physically abused, my mind and heart has been emotionally misused and abused ; but By the grace of almighty God, I got through it all, in m y right mind.  Even when my safety seem to be in jeopardy my God shielded me from death many times. When things got so dark, I couldn't find my way; God always let me know that there was a bright light shining at the end of the tunnel. No matter how fearful and frighten I was, I would always Know within m y heart that God was going to get me out of what ever jam I was in, and he always did. I am so thankful, that I can write to many of you;  who have gone through or going through it now. and tell you as sure as there's a God in heaven, there's a way out.  You can find a way out of your situation, if   only you pray and ask God to lead and guide you to your freedom and believe it, with allyour heart That God will help you get your freedom. I believe these people that get pleasure out our pain are called sadistic people and the ones that enjoy pain is called masochist , I wouldn't want either on of these trait's in my life, because they aren't traits of God,but of Satan.

I have the love of God within my heart, and I can't tolerate any of these tendencies of pain and suffering people go through at the hands of someone else. I know  a  God that want let you hurt people ,just for the sake of hurting them.  All I do know is that people with  these tendencies need mental heath  help, quickly, because they are sick in the head and in and in the heart. If you 're an abuser, please get yourself some help, because want better things for you,  and if you're an abusee, get  away from your abuser; because until  they find help the love of God ; nothing will change for you. I know this because, I already been there, so for once in  your life, you yourself, you deserve it.

Benny Faye Douglass